It is not something u feel spontaneously ...i agree that it is not realistic .. it is something u decide to feel and adopt .. i have been into the ER rooms a couple of times by now .. and let me tell u something... it is even worse that the film shows and when u see it on real it can even get u down faster.. there are tales from there that simply send u home and old aged man

.. but then u think do u want more things to turn off ur torch toward there?? u just try to uplift ur morales .. it is strange coz no one raise his own morales and from similar situations ..but this can be the only solution ... u r right ..we can be killed at any SECOND ANYWHERE now ..so shall we just wait for that?? shall we stop studying , living , loving ,making friends ...etc coz simply this can be ended easily ..?? we can think this way.. and u can think the other way around..at east try to ..

.. i am not following that perfectly .. but i wish i can .. and help my friends think the same .. so they can help me back in that..that's how we can survive things..as simple as that..


yella keep it up my friends ..

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salam..